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Not This Door

by Cecilia Tosh

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This song lives from the wide pads. It is melancholic without being dark and surprises with the break beat elements. It is the most emotional piece of the EP.

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„Not This Door“ is an interpretation of the second chapter "Bluebeard".

It's a freshly married couple. The count Bluebeard goes on a journey and gives his wife his bunch of keys with the permission to explore his entire castle, except for the one key that is supposed to fit a not-yet-discovered door.
It is the curiosity of her older sisters that leads them to discover what is behind the doors in the Bluebeard‘s castle..

Behind the mentioned door, the girls find a lot of blood, bones and intestines of previous " undutiful" girls.
This one key for this door starts bleeding and never stops.
Bluebeard gets home to find out that his newly married wife was too curious and opened this door...

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In psychoanalysis, the sisters, the husband and the wife represent one and the same person.

Often people do not dare to get to the bottom of their psyche and prefer to leave certain doors closed.

But if you trust your intuition and venture into the dark, you will find that these unknown corners of the psyche can only strengthen you if you uncover them.

It requires courage to follow your intuition - but if you learn to trust it as an inner guide, it can be the key to true growth and being.

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“We are all filled with a longing for the wild. There are few culturally sanctioned antidotes for this yearning. We were taught to feel shame for such a desire. We grew our hair long and used it to hide our feelings. But the shadow of Wild Woman still lurks behind us during our days and in our nights. No matter where we are, the shadow that trots behind us is definitely four-footed.”

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released December 26, 2020
Cecilia Tosh
Pablo Mateo Sanchez
Vocals: Nicola Sangs

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Cecilia Tosh Berlin, Germany

Cecilias sound is influenced and most inspired by Detroit Techno and Dub Techno. Her sets have a constant groove, are deep and trippy.

Next to her residency at Tresor whilst curating “New Faces”, she plays in clubs such as Berghain, About Blank, Rote Sonne and has her regular slots at HÖR.

Cecilia initiated and curated the exhibition and album Kotti Island Disc (Released on Tresor Records). ... more

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